HEE i'm smiling.. with all my teeth showing.
a cheesy smile.
i jus wanna be happy. like doing nothing all day. sleeping. finally.

i miss my friends. i am smiling bcos i see such a nice nice future after As.
i see myself clubbing with tenzil/jo/ed etc. i see myself watching vcd with kel. cant help rem how we always watch horror vcds at her home (stuffing ourselves with fried chicken, fries, burger and harsh brown) i see myself having fun at msia with dear. i see myself singing k box with friends. i see myself in hongkong with yun/cal/tendzil. i see myself lying on the sand with nessa. we all have such plans in mind. i see so many things i wanna do right now. let me indulge in my dreams now k. dont ever interupt. stop telling me As is just a month away is not my fucking problem. i hate studying! ARHHHH! i dont care. i jus wanna have supper at night like i always do. i jus wanna laugh talk loudly and be fREE. i dont care. i dont wanna tell ppl i need to stay home cant go out i need to study. I'm mutiating into a FReak!

i wanna earn big bucks and go where i wanna go. i want kelly to do my nails. i want to have nice nails. i hate growing them though.
i want edwin to comb my hair during classes. i want ppl to mess with my hair style play with it.
i want wenqi to tell me to stop eating junks.
i want yun to tell me to save money.
i want. i want................................